I guess its been really boring la. 3rd week of term 3 already and work has been quite rightly piled up on my desk. i tried to quit messenger-ing but failed. things aren't going well lately and i guess it cannot be a timing worse. people like me need a surprising once in a while.

its quite funny to even think how ambitious was i in the past. i actually wanted to become a lit lecturer and earn big big bucks. even wanted to become a lawyer when i was P6. i even aimed for NUS\sports school admission after primary school before. that's lame la. i thought i was very able. haha. small boy big dreams for his shoes.

when reality stepped into me/i step into reality, these many big dreams were soon buried dead. i realise how much i actually can only do and where do i really stand in fact. it boils down to the very first ambition i had; becoming a pilot. only then i realise is where motivation is available.

SP here i come.