mood: never had been any worse

so i failed my discursive essay. an astonishing 13.5/30. wasn't really that affected when i failed my comprehension. coz that 13.5/30 means a lot to me.

so i was supposed to write a 1 word essay Alone in a discursive manner. i knew i did. the problem is someone was not at all happy about the contents. she written the word 'succumb' is a poor use of vocabulary. she written the use of Martin Luther King, as an example, who stood alone to his belief against racism when no one dared was a good incoherent example.

also she written that the use of the period of seclusion in the Japan history was irrelevant, she taught me that learning from history is real bad.

and so i pulled in Atticus into the essay, written by harper lee and won her a prize(so i assume it is a famous book). ms english essay marker, never heard of the book before? i wrote a very short summary of how he was alone to his belief in the midst of the prejudice in maycomb. and then, the marker gave me a freak cancelling(what does that mean?) of the whole chunk of words. no needa do that right? writting some constructive comments beside it would do right?

so i conclude. using of historical characters is an idiot's way of discursive. using of famous books is worse. Nothing can be learnt and commenting is forbidden about Japan's seclusion history.



Dear Marker,
thank you for bringing me to senses that i suck in discursive. thank you for pointing out that i do not justify my examples in a way that you like. if that is really the case, i would want to know your marking expectations and be conformed solely and solely to it so that when you mark, i get higher grades. thank you for your commendable effort to write down 7-8 negative points about my language at the back of the essay. thank you for your seemingly perfect analytical skills which never failed to catch the smallest mistake.
P.S thanks for the ink too, you must have spent some money to buy it.




Dear Ms TC
i must admit that you are the best person to come to if one needs comfort. by actually revealing the poor results that 3MD got for the comprehension a week before the final papers, you've got them laughing at us. hence, by doing so, you give the listeners a good break from the SUPER DUPER PRESSURED atomosphere. yea man, should you been a counsellor, you'll be the best in singapore! if not JB and Batam!

by then, singapore's economic growth is gonna rely on you. the stressed workers coming to you so that you can give them advice to relieve the stress so so stuck in them and therefore able to continue striving for economic growth of singapore.
and meanwhile when foreign countries look at you, they are gonna be so amazed by this counselling giant that they are going to invest in your counselling centre and send foreigners in to extract the legendary golden art of counselling from you. and by doing so, you make singapore attractive to foreigners. therefore when foreingers reside in singapore, singapore is going to be a largely more cosmopolitan country. WOW. what a difference! what a waste!



Dear Principal,
you've been talking about this band one school. and about the school's band one. big achievement yea? today i'm proud of chung cheng, tomorrow chung cheng is proud of me.

i'm proud of chung cheng because of its transparency of results! amazing! h.o.d can actually tell other classes about the results of other classes way before the start of major subject papers. i do really hope this will continue as some classes, the h.o.d thought do need a break and needed someone else to laugh at. i think this is the most unique way of relieving the stress of the pupils. laughter makes the best medicines!

by the way, that is gossip. g-o-s-s-i-p.


i dun care if you the marker or TC are reading this. you've caused my emotions to reflect upon what i see. i dun think i'm correct to do so ironically.
can't help.
TOO BAD!